Well, i been playing, watching tv all day. I suddenly dunno why i have this urge, the urge to say i love u to u. I dunno whats happening to me and i do not wan to know. This feeling is so very werid and it hurts why i deepen that thinking. I do not know why but i sort of like this feeling. I juz wanna say that i love u, u in this time this moment is all i think of. I dunno what to do to myself but i know i m gona study hard. Not to prove to u, not to prove to them, juz to prove it to myself i really can do it.

I dunno whats happening to me,
all i know is that u r all thats on my mind.
I do not know if thats a good or a bad thing,
but the least i know is that i love u.

Today, first period of the day, SS~ The teacher came in and crack a lame job. "Today, u all need to drink more water". Wanna guess why? Cause today is "Thirstday"(thursday)... wtF? Everyone was feeling lamed. After the 2 periods, it was 2 period of PoA.. fcking stupid irrating. After recess, its MT! We played the game again ^^ , i nvr tio this time, Happy! Jia Yong tio and need to ask ying siew for her number. Zhao Shing also tio, he nid to ask for wanning's number... everyone though she wouldnt give de but in the end, she gave it so easily o.0... pro. Dionne also tio, ming yang ask her to tell wan sheng that she likes him and ask him weather he likes her too but before she even get closed, wan sheng STOP HER... LOL!!!!!! She tio the 2nd time and she was need to get hug.. XD bryan saved the day. Bryan also tio, he need to be a butterfly and fly around the class o.0. Well i shall not continue. After MT was 2 periods of Chem, was doing experiment, VERY SMELLING X.X . After lunch, periods of A Maths, teacher suddenly told us that if she fainted, send her to sickbay o.0 We asked why and she told us she got gastric. Johnathon, not listening to teacher, went to buy something for her in 4min o.0(wow fast). Finally, the day ended and we followed XX home for her to take her thing then we went to Mac and study. After studying, I went home when the rest of the gang when to YJ's house to play wif the doggy.



When u said:'不能太多人来",
I felt i was that person,
thats the reason i didn't went,
Juz take it that i'm trying to escape,
escape from the truth that i dun wan to face.
But always remember, if u need me, tell me,
I will be there for you no matter what happens.

Today morning nvr attend the english thingy then tio pwn by the teacher -_- lol nvm about that.
After school english lesson, we were playing a game called taboo~ quite fun! After that we still nid to attend SS lesson at 3:30 so while waiting, we played zhong ji mi ma(guessing of numbers). Well the rules are simple, whoever says the correct number turns 20 round =l i was lucky enough to tio thrice..wtf turned 60 rounds. Ming Yang turned 20 rounds, dionne turn less than 20 rounds(since jg dun bear to let her turn full 20 ^^), Li Cheng turned 40 rounds, most funny is shu wang, after turning 8, 9 rounds he bang his head on the board, everyone was laughing out loud lor. After all that, SS finally started. We wrote for 15 min and it ended, most people were cursing and swearing that it was wasting time. JG,SW,ZS,XX,YJ,Ivan and me went to the canteen to study A Maths. My head was too pain to study at that time, ivan did not have A Maths and was also mad cause of boredom until he read newspaper(LOL). Went home after that.




I sometimes really wish that you would me beside me,
I feel that i am lacking of words,
I guess thats why they say man has limited word everyday,
I really want to feel how u really feel.

When i was following ur footsteps today,
i knew it was different than before.
There was another feeling, a feeling
that was different from yesterday.
I was trying hard to forget about you,
but i found out that its impossible.

I feel that i m being _________. I m not like it but i will get used to it.

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SIAN THE WHOLE DAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wan watch wanted T.T

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